Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Desert Life

Barren Determination
I wage war against the dunes
Like cacti with legs in search of a mirage,
Drinking the destitute waste of the sun's wrath
As if it were my last chance at salvation.

Each sinking step into glassy granules
Absorbs the pain of tiny particles
Each doing their part to scrape away dead skin
Caked on bare mistreated feet.

All is sacrificed when searching for love.

Copyright © 2010 Natasha Guy

Thursday, August 12, 2010



Music video by Eminem performing Love The Way You Lie. © 2010 Aftermath Records




My Take
I don't wanna wish on an airplane;
I want the people involved to do what has to be, should be, needs to be done.
I like to play with fire and apparently I like the pain it brings too
Because I continue to do it.
I hate the feeling,
But because it's all I know,
It's like comfort food that's killing the morbidly obese.
I OD on the pain that loving you brings.
Copyright © 2010 Natasha Guy (poem)

Sunday, August 8, 2010

All That Is Within Me
Every piece that flows
Is inked from blood, sweat and tears,
Exposing something inside with each line.
The metronome of my heart beat
Is what keeps the rhythm in my head.

It is not a superfluous continuation of multiple expectations
Thrust upon me by those who choose to be cynical
Naysayers and gossip hounds sniffing ‘round for a bone.
This is not simply my life’s work on display.
It.Is.My.Life.

My thriving fortitude
Is humbly offered for
The greedy consumption
Of my salivating bedmates
As we undulate in common rivers
Trying to make sense of the obscene.

When beauty is prostrate
Within the words gathered on the page,
Those are my ever living
Dreams and visions
Stretched out, not for judgment,
But for escape from suffocation.

Copyright © 2010 Natasha Guy
My Steady Lover
At every turn in my life
You are there to cradle me.
When I get mad and fight,
You patiently wait for my anger to subside.
You know every nook and cranny
Of my spirit and soul.

In some way or another,
You’ve been there since the beginning.
I’ve impatiently begged you to speed.
I’ve even been subjected to your constant  pace.
You neither sped up nor slowed down.
You have always been exactly who you are.

I’ve intertwined my limbs with yours.
Your arms have yet to fail me.
When tears run like rivers down my cheeks,
You lay my head in your lap for comfort.
You never made a promise that’s been broken.
Every day I’ve truly awakened has been with you.

We have that immortal bond, you and I.
It passes the ages, emotions and miles.
You are never more than a blink away.
Only a love felt so deep, like ours,
Can waiver on that line of love and hate.
Always strong, on whichever side it lands.

I’ve never been without a dance partner.
I never had to stare at an empty bed.
I could be lost in the Sahara
And still, your being would envelop me.
I’ve heard tales of a love like ours,
This one that even the movies envy.

So this is an ode to the only one
Who has always asked to dance with me.
Even when I want to sit this one out,
My lover supports my weight and pulls
On me to stand for yet another twirl with
A boy named Change.

Copyright © 2010 Natasha Guy